So Much Gone.

Man, I have been so stressed out about my schedule.

If I could have my way, I would take six AP classes for next year. But I know that if I do, I'll just commit suicide. I'm not taking AP World History even though I'd want to. And I don't think I will take AP Lang if I get accepted. I already have AP Chem and AP Physics. And then I'm automatically having to take AP Calc BC. So ugh.

Then there's AP Computer Graphics. Apparently, it's a two period class. But I don't have space in my schedule for that. And I'm thinking about just not doing it and taking some other elective or maybe AP Psych. But I don't want to. The only way I would take AP Computer Graphics is if I take the one period class. But my teacher specifically said that I'd still be getting the same work as students who have it for two periods. I thought it was gonna be a BS class but apparently not.

Ugh.

And another option I have is to reconsider taking AP Physics and take AP Lang.

It's really stressful. But the idea that's sticking out in my head is to apply for No Lunch. So I do have "8 periods" per se. But I'll use the last period for my two period Computer Graphics class. But then that means I'll have no social life. Never mind not eating. I could always keep granola bars and grapes in my bags to eat. But I'll have no break just to talk to my friends and I don't want that.

I think I'll just settle on regular English Honors and World History Honors, AP Calc, AP Chem, AP Physics, Spanish Honors, and AP Computer Graphics.

So what else is going on in my life?

Well, I went to Yoga Club on Tuesday and now my muscles are all sore. I'm happy with myself for that. I'm going back tomorrow for more exercise. I figure that if I keep doing this and maybe go on the treadmill at the gym on the weekends, I'd be all good for losing weight. And also getting in shape for tennis. I just really need to break my eating habits.

I also realized that I've been listening to a bunch of oldies music. And my oldies, I mean 70s to 90s. But mainly 80s music.

• Nirvana
• Dream On by Aerosmith
• Far Away By Cut Copy
• True Faith (covered by Anberlin)
• Love Song by The Cure

I like listening to them. It makes me realize what type of girl I'd be if I was listening back in the day. I feel like I'm in a different world other than the one I'm in.