Free Breakfast!

Just another boring f***ing day at my internship. I have about an hour to waste before I'll be whisked off for lunch and then, I'll be at home getting ready to go to good ol' Virginny.

The lunch is being hosted by internship program and the coordinator said we have to dress nice so I'm wearing a nice dress right now. It's my sister's dress and she's a bit bigger than me but the dress still fits anyway. It's black in the bodice with a scoop in the back and the skirt part of it is a cheetah print. And I couldn't ride my bike properly because of my dress and I probably flashed but that's okay.

I just can't wait to leeeeave. Leave today and leave forever. I just have one more week left. One. More. Week.

I'm feeling up my stomach right now and it feels so gross. It's plump and bloated. Like a beer gut. Or maybe I'm having a baby.

You know what's one good thing about this internship?

The free f***ing food in my building. It's my fault for not checking out the kitchen here more often but it was only a few days ago when I realized that there's always free food sitting in the kitchen. On the first day I came, I ate a beautiful cake in that kitchen. But I hadn't been back there since then.

There's a reason why and it's really embarrassing actually. I was pooping in the bathroom in the building (and it was like my third or fourth time pooping in their bathroom. I don't know why I'm always so constipated here.) and I accidentally clogged up the toilet. I had to use my hands to unclog it (so gross, I know). And you know I muthafuggin washed the hell out of my hands after! The thing is that even though I unclogged it, the toilet still wouldn't flush so I bolted out of there. And it was the last time in like weeks I had even gone on that side of the building (which is also where the kitchen is).

So I finally got the courage to go back there this week to use the bathroom. I passed by the kitchen, saw that there were cookies on the table and I savaged. And now, every time I pass by the kitchen, there's food! There's been brownies, bagels, and even cupcakes.

Today, I snatched myself a blueberry muffin.

Like, WHYYY DID I EVER SPEND MONEY ON BREAKFAST?! WHY!?!

Now that I know. For my last week, I'll spend not a single dime on breakfast ever again. And that's the moral of this story.

I was previously just online shopping at Barnes and Nobles. I don't know if I mentioned it, I probably did, but I got a free gift card to that place at Grad Night and since I've been so bored, my mind has had the time to remember that I had a gift card. So I decided to browse that site a few days ago. The only thing that I liked that fit the price range were these signs. They were kinda basic, kinda cool looking signs. Kind of like the ones you may see at like, Brandy Melville style-wise. But instead, they had cliche quotes on them.

Barnes and Nobles is actually hella freakin' expensive. And some of their sh** is sh**. I decided to choose a sign that said something like, "Remember the little things in life because they just turn out to be the big things." Something stupid like that. I mean, it's better than the other quotes I saw and the size was good enough at 8 inches wide and 4 inches tall. So I settled. I'm planning on putting it on my desk at my down.

Another thing I want to get for my dorm desk is a set of bookends. Like some weird but cool old looking statuettes. And I can use it to store the books I'll use for my Mosaics class. I was thinking I could use it for my regular textbooks but lez be real, my books will be everywhere else besides my desk. Since I'm only using the books for Mosaics one at a time, I can use the ones I won't be reading for display and that's all I need them for. Decoration and display.

And I want a plant to put on my desk. Probably not a real one unless it's like a succulent or something. But I think I want fake flowers or something so that I can put them in a long beautiful vase with little glass pebbles. Just for decoration.

Of course, I'm going to get a few picture frames to stand up as well. Maybe like two. One of my family and one of me. And I'm doing a string of pictures (like you see on Tumblr) and I'm going to put all my pictures of my friends' on there.

All I can think about is my dorm room! I really hope this doesn't turn out to be a failed project like everything else I set my mind to do. I really want to have the dorm of my dreams. I mean, I don't want to do too much but there's a reason I chose Temple University as the school I want to go to. I wanted an escape physically, mentally, and emotionally. And the dorm is just another part of that escape.

I wanted to have a personality change as well but that didn't work out for me as exemplified by my failed attempt at socializing during orientation. But maybe things will change once school starts. Maybe.

I'm sleepy now and there's 30 minutes left before I leave. I'll need to blot of my face and add a little more gloss.

Goodbye.