Heh. I Can Explain.

I'm sorry I totally abandoned you for almost a whole month.

I'm sorry I cheated on you with Tumblr.

Baby take me back.

But no seriously. I was on Tumblr trying to get my weight together. I have a thinspo blog. It's really helped me start take initiative of my eating habits. Sometimes, I have those days where I'm just like "F it. I'll be fat forever." And then I gorge down two pieces of cake, icing and everything.

I don't eat after 8 PM. And I've been trying to stick with eating between 1200 and 1300 calories. I haven't been obedient for awhile. But I'm trying to be good as possible this week because of the Christmas week. And I can't trust myself not to eat.

Like tomorrow, I'm having a Christmas party during 7th period. And I know I'm gonna inhale like 700 calories in one period. So I'm just gonna eat fruit in the morning. An apple for lunch. And then I'll eat 7th period and then I'll go home and drink a smoothie for dinner. Ha ha. I hope this works out as planned.

Here's a Christmas Prezzie I bought from SparkNotes:

1. How did you find out about (SPOILER ALERT) Santa's nonexistence?

As a little kid, I don't remember fully believing in Santa. I think it was like playing pretend. Sometimes when you play pretend when you're little, it can seem so real. I think I really liked the idea of him being real but at some age, I just let it go. But my parents never led me to believe Santa was real even though I had books about him and everything.

2. What do you eat for Christmas breakfast?

I don't think we have any special Christmas breakfast but since we cook on Christmas, we'll probably have pancakes and eggs and hash browns and tons of syrup and stuff.

3. What do you eat for Christmas dinner?

Whatever was made. Most likely rice and chicken and vegetables and fish and stew. This year, I learned how to bake so maybe I'll bake something.

4. What do you want most this year (something you actually might get, not naturally straight hair or world peace or a life-sized gummy bear)?

I want a $100 gift card and a trip to the mall. 

5. What's your favorite Christmas movie?

The Grinch Who Stole Christmas. The live action one. And Home Alone.

6. If you have a bf/gf, what did you get him/her?

No bf.