What's up babe?!
Yeah... long time no write, right?
I'm coming back to you! Very soon. Starting Monday when I blog my first day of sophomore year in a NEW SCHOOL. AHHHH!
I'm slowing freaking out. There's only so many times I can ask my mom to go to the store. And my mom doesn't like paying for things that are expensive and by expensive that means, NO $14.99 FOR A SWEATER. Yeah. Plus, I'm so indecisive. I'm afraid of picking out stuff that everyone else will have. And I think I have the perfect outfit planned except that I don't have most of the stuff to form the outfit.
I'm planning on wearing my I <3 Fashion T-Shirt, Red Body-Con Skirt, Gray Converse, Fishnet Fingerless Gloves, and Maybe even a ring and my watch.
The thing is, I don't have a red skirt. I don't have gray converse, I don't have fingerless gloves, and I don't have any rings. And I don't know where my $99 watch is. I know where I hid it. But my mom was dropping hints yesterday... ON MY BIRTHDAY! Yeah I'm fifteen now. I didn't blog yesterday. I never got the time actually. I should've.
But anyways, my mom knows where it is. But she's not telling. I hid my watch in the closet and she says that's not where it is. Yeah, it's not there because someone moved it and I think it was her and now she thinks it's me that misplaced it. It's not my fault that my sister is a thief and my mom can't remember when she moves my things. I'm gonna ask her one of these days.
If I don't get the red skirt, I have a black skirt I can wear with the I <3 Fashion T-Shirt. But it's very plain. So I wanna get on of those studded belts. And I still want the gray converse. But it's too expensive for my parents. :/ And if I don't get the gloves, I want my watch.
Okay, moving on, I guess.
I'm freaking about going to the school. First of all, it's pretty huge. And I went to two orientations this week and didn't get my schedule. The first orientation I went to was Science & Tech orientation which is the program that I got accepted into in order for me to go to this school. And the other was just a general orientation. There was a VERY strong similarity between both of them. Wanna guess? Nah... I'm just gonna tell you anyway.
FRESHMEN FRESHMEN FRESHMEN! EVERYWHERE!
Yeah, maybe there were some new kids who weren't freshmen that were at the orientation but I didn't meet them. I hated when they would call all of us Class of 2015 and I'd just wanna shout at them, CLASS OF 2014 IS IN THE HOUSE! That's what irritated me the most. I can't wait to meet all the rest of the S&T sophomore. Kids my age.
But I also wish I was back in my old school where I was familiar with all the tricks and tips and codes and hide-outs. This school is so huge and it seems as if anywhere you go, someone is watching. If I was going back to my old school, I would know exactly where to go to see all my friends. I don't know where people hang out at this new school.
And this new school is just as disorganized as my old school. I still haven't gotten my bus schedule which means I have no clue which bus I'm about to ride to/from school in. So I have no idea how that's gonna work out. It better find out soon.
And I'm afraid I'm gonna get lost. Did I mention that? I have an idea of how the school is organized but still... I went to orientation at my old school and still got lost. There's a BIG possibility I'm gonna get lost at this school since I didn't even get to visit my classes since I didn't get my schedule AND plus, it's a bigger school. I hope I see my friends on the first day, before school starts. But then, I hoped for the same thing at my old school and that didn't happen.
LOL. I'm just set up for failure, aren't I? I know I'll get used to everything. But I wanna be seemingly cool on the first day of school. I don't wanna come off as a wide-eyed freshmen. Man, this is so frustrating.
On top of that, my schedule is all wrong. They gave me a bunch of regular classes when I'm supposed to be taking honors and AP. Like, I'm supposed to have Honors English and AP Government but I don't. This would be totally awesome. You know, easy work, easy A. Blah blah blah. But no. I want to get into a really good college [even though I have no clue on what I should do] and I can't do that with regular classes.
And it's crazy because I have Pre-Calculus and I'm in 10th grade. You would think that the people who came up with these schedules would put two and two together and realize that someone taking Pre-Calculus in 10th grade should be the most advanced classes around. But I guess that's not the case.
I'm just rambling now. UGH. I wish I was skinnier.
Oh and I'm supposedly supposed to get baptized next week. Thank God, I'm not going to my regular church next week. I think God set this up for me. I'm totally not ready to get baptized. I don't have the mindset right now. But I want to learn more about this incredible being up in the heavens. I have so many questions. And there was a period of time when I was going through a slight depression because I seriously had big doubts that God didn't exist. And I was scared about what would happen if I died.
But now I know God exists. And it came to me one morning when I was eating an apple and the apple was so delicious and I couldn't help but think how something could be so sweet and still good for you. And then it got me thinking how all these processed foods that we eat are the main causes of the deadly diseases that people suffer today. Doctors are always telling us to eat our fruits and vegetables. And fruits and vegetables are natural. They weren't made my humans. They are found on Earth. And they're good for us. The only logical answer for this was that our human bodies were made for natural things. And no, don't tell me evolution had anything to do with this. Do you really think we evolved from little germy things and adapted to eating fruits & veggies? No because what about all the poisonous, natural things that are out there? How come we didn't adapt to eating that stuff?
Someone had made these natural foods especially for our body. That Somebody has to be God. It all makes sense.
But there's still some other things that disheartens me but I don't wanna type it out.
Gosh. I'm itchy. And I just got my hair done. I'm afraid we have bed bugs. Those dang bed bugs.I feel like they're crawling all over my body. It doesn't help that I have a bad case of dandruff.
Oh God, just help me.
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