It's funny because I didn't even go to school on Monday and I still feel like this week has gone on for too long. I seriously believed tomorrow was Friday.
Thanksgiving Break! Come to me already!
Today was a normal and regular day. I ended up driving to school again and did not die or almost die. I mean, I was going impossibly slow because I was hella afraid but I got to school safely and I'm glad.
There really isn't much to say... I got to school. Printed some shiz at the library... Went to Bio... Went to Stat... Went to Lit... Went to Orgo...
I'm listening to Justin Timberlake right now. He kills it.
Well, I found out my friend has found herself a liking in the boy with the pretty smile that I had decided to start crushing on earlier this year. In a way, I kind of abandoned that crush but I still try to steal glances at him in Orgo to catch that pretty smile of his again. But as I was saying, my friend decided to start liking him and now I'm starting to like him because that's how I roll. And I don't know how I feel about it. She wants to get his number and I want to help her only so I can get closer to him.
I'm an evil friend. I know.
I only seem to start liking guys once my friends start liking them. Is this a thing for anyone else?
She probably has more luck with him than I do since I refuse to talk to guys or anyone for that matter. It's cool. It's cool. I'll just enjoy the ride.
I'm having a brain fart. I want to type but there's just nothing interesting to type about...
Well... I got this e-mail from CollegeBoard telling me that I'm an academic leader for a black person because of my stellar PSAT scores from 2012 which were actually sucky but whatever. Anyway, they're doing some survey and I get to sign up to be in the survey and if they choose me, I get a "monetary compensation". Sounds like ka-ching to me. So of course, I signed up.
Why-the-freakin-hell-is-my-brother-bouncing-a-freakin'-basketball-in-the-laundry-room!?
You know those couples that are attached at the hips? Yeah. Totally hate them.
Oh and I'm fat. Fatty-Mc-Fat-Fat. I've been trying to do the whole eating less thing but it's been hard. When I'm tired, all I wanna do is eat. And I crushed today.
I need to get thin before May. Come on Jess. Get it together.
So in the following weeks, I'll be doing a sandwich wars thing for feeding the needy and going to a poetry slam. I have to do a bunch of scholarship essays too. And I'm gonna have to get some recommendation letters from some teachers... When I thought I was done with this. Ugh.
Tomorrow, I definitely need to give my glasses in to the eye doctor. And if I can stand it, I'll probably go to the library and finish more essays.
Most importantly of all, I need to start studying for the ACTs and the SATs. I'm regretting taking the SATs over again now. I'll just start studying two weeks before... So starting on November 25th. I'm going start studying for the ACTs now. I have the Kaplan book right next to me actually.
I want my college decisions soon. Ugh. I wish a decent college would just hand over all the money to me so I don't have to worry about all this crap. It's so frustrating. Has anyone ever committed suicide from the stress of senior year? Because I would totally understand.
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