I Hear That Music Play

So I've got school in like 5 hours so of course, this is the perfect time to write.

I've been listening to Reign of Kindo thanks to Luke Holland. They are magnificent. Their music is absolutely beautiful. Gah. I wish I could be in a band like this.

Anyway, I half-assed my Lit homework. I didn't even finish it and I'm planning on waking up early tomorrow to catch the shuttle to go do my homework at the computer lab. I didn't finish my Stat homework but I am 90% sure that this guy isn't gonna check all of it. That would be insane. And I'm hoping that my Bio teacher blesses me tomorrow because I did nothing.

Tomorrow (or today) will be a day of half-assing and bull-shitting. That's for sure.

I don't know why I decided to write a post but I'm doing it anyway.

Today, my mom and I finally took my fabric somewhere to get it made so my prom dress is currently being made and I'm just glad that's off my list. Now I just need to get my limo paid for, book my hair and nail appointment, figure out my make-up situation, and buy shoes and jewelry... among other things.

I should go wash my face and brush my teeth with baking soda. Ever since I put this white mask on my face and saw the stark difference between the color of my teeth and the color of the mask, I've been on this healthy teeth kick. I brush my teeth twice a day instead of once (yeah, I know. gross) and I brush my teeth with baking soda every other day. I think it's made a difference. I don't know. I'm gonna get whitening strips eventually but for now, I'm doing it the old-fashioned way.

I want some ginger ale before I go to bed though. Or something carbonated. Or something minty. I just feel nauseous and I need something to chill me out.

Symposium is this Friday. I feel like I've been reiterating that several times. But anyway, I need to find a good dress for that and I could probably find something in my closet but I don't really want to. I also need new clothes. I'm tired of my clothes and everything feels tight. I had two go-to jeans and they're both ripped so f*** my life. And all I wanna wear now is leggings but that's basic and a bit ratchet. I have these black and gray houndtooth leggings but I have nothing to wear them with.

I'm probably gonna just dress like a bum tomorrow. Oversized gray hoodie, tank top (or Avengers t-shirt), and jeans with sneakers.

Oh and my hair is this bright orange-blond color so I don't know how I'm going to show my face at school tomorrow. I decided to take a risk with my hair and get a weave and now I slightly regret it. But we'll see. I wish I had a good beanie to wear though to complete my bum look. I have a friend that has this Bob Marley looking beanie... I wish I had my phone near me so I can text her to bring it to school tomorrow.

I should be going to bed now... Ugh. I don't wanna.

I spent my entire night reading the Drexel Confessions page. My priorities though... I don't even go there.

And I'm glad I don't because everyone on that page seems miserable.

I really can't wait to be done with my internship, by the way. During spring break, I got like no e-mails. Just stupid e-mails from like Target and this survey website that I stupidly signed up for. Today, when I didn't wanna think about anything except my spring break homework, I got a whole bunch of e-mails. Some for NHS and some from my lab and all they did was raise my blood pressure.

I really can't wait to start over. I want everyone to just forget me so I can make a new reputation for myself. At church, at my lab, at school. I just can't deal with myself anymore.

I'm patting my head because my hair is so freakin' itchy. Weaves are actually the worst. I should just grow out dreads or something.

These are actually pretty gorgeous.