What Am I Doing This Spring Break? Losing Weight!

So I'm currently on Spring Break...

It's been chill, mo. Not very much to say. I've been eating a bit better. I mean, since yesterday. Kind of. I tried really hard to stay within calorie budget. But I kind of binged on these cookies my mom bought after we went to the gym. It's funny because they aren't even THAT good. But whatever.

Yesterday, I started the day with this Vanilla Almond Cereal that I found on the fridge. I have no idea how long it has been there though I think it's kind of new. I don't know. I was actually wanting Honey Bunches of Oats but it finished without my knowledge. So I ate the cereal I found with 2% low fat milk. I kind of binged on it but not that much.

Then later on, I went down to Burger King to get a mango smoothie. I found out that their small mango smoothies are only 210 calories. But I bought one and apparently, they ran out of small cups or something so the man just gave me a medium. I didn't know whether to be happy or not because a medium is 330 calories. But I ended up finishing the entire smoothie before I even got home and Burger King is like a 5 minute walk (which would be less if we didn't have to wait to cross the street). The walk was longer because I went to gas station with my brothers because they wanted some chiz. I refrained myself from taking a munch of their Barbecue Curls and Ketchup chips though I wanted both. But I knew if I ate just one, I'll want more and then, ALL.

I'm hungry right now actually. I think I might head down there pretty soon to get another smoothie.

After that fiasco, I made myself a cheese sandwich and ate an apple.

Then my mom came home and I went to gym. We went to a Zumba class which wasn't has intense as I thought it would be. I wasn't even sweating. So I went on the treadmill for 20 minutes and burned just 150 calories. My mom then went to Ross where I picked up those cookies and we ate them on the car ride back home. I was obsessed and kept eating and eating. Even when I made myself dinner, a second after I finished, I ate a few more of those cookies. And then an hour later, I ate more. I felt bad.

Okay, I don't know if it's the apple making me hungry or if I'm actually just really hungry.

Today, I ate that Almond Vanilla cereal again and an apple. I've been eating a lot of apples actually. Not really a lot but I've been eating like one a day and they're really good too. After that, I drank some tea. I need to drink some water too because my face is breaking out bad. I have three bad pimples on my nose. One is already emerged. Another one is emerged but it is not as big as the other one. And then I have a blotch of redness where I can feel the pain of a big one emerging. And then, I've been getting a bunch of whiteheads.

At first, I thought it was because my sheets and pillow cases were extremely dirty and I washed them on Sunday but my skin is still bad. I can tell my period is about to come... >:(

Anyway, as I said, I'm gonna go down to get another smoothie. Eat a cheese sandwich. Then finish my Physics homework. I'll run some on the treadmill though I'm contemplating staying home and doing some yogilates or whatever in my room. But I know if I stay home, I'll want to binge more but then I can just lock myself in my room and finish homework. Idk... We'll see.

According to LoseIt, this app I'm using to log in my food and exercise, if I stay within budget, I'll be down 18 pounds by August something. That means I'll be about 120 pounds and my BMI would be at a good area. Right in the middle of the healthy normal range which is like 18 point something and 24 point something. Right now, I think I'm at a 26. And then, I want to lose an extra 5-10 pounds so that I can be between 110-115 and according to LoseIt, I'll be there by October. I realized that as you lose weight, you're calorie budget goes down with LoseIt. So that sucks. But I guess what you do is just exercise more. You don't actually have to eat less.

My stomach is doing weird things now. Yesterday, my brothers took forever to get ready and my body started shaking. I don't know if it was from hunger or what. It's not like I hadn't eaten all day or anything. So yeah... I need to go put some pants on and get that smoothie!

Bye!