Day Sixteen- When did you first decide to lose weight?
I first decided to lose weight back during the summer before 8th grade. My cousin, who was like 23 at the time, just came from Texas and she was talking about how she was gaining all this week since she never has time to work out and BLAH BLAH BLAH. And I guess I started being self-conscious about myself. And I think people were beginning to make comments. So I tried really hard to lose weight. I did the same Tae-Bo tape ALL the time and I felt like I was gaining weight instead of losing. I somehow went from 106 in 7th grade, to pushing 130 during 8th grade.
I guess it was because I was still getting used to my period so when I did get it, I would have these strong cravings for cereal during dinner time. And I'd eat and go straight to bed after that. I wasn't healthy at all.
So yeah... that's how it was. I hope I can slim down a bit before school. I TOTALLY binged today. I was taking a snack on EVERYTHING. I had two waffles and a bowl of cereal for breakfast, then when I came back from church, I had two big bowls of cereal. Then I had some grapes occasionally. I had two hot dogs for "lunch". I took another piece of bread because I was feeling extra crazy. Then I went to church for AY Meeting [which talked about habits] and came back with a piece of watermelon.
When I got home, I munched on tortilla chips, piece of baked plantains, some spoonfuls of a smoothie we made, a few oatmeal cookies. Ugh. I feel like I'm gonna gain 5 pounds. I totally wanna just run tomorrow. If I can, I'll wake up early tomorrow and just run with my mom or something.
I just wanna keep on ranting... :P
Tomorrow marks the start of my Stay Off The Computer Week and I'm super-anxious and unprepared. I was planning to get everything I needed off the internet before I went to church but my computer was being totally stupid and acting slow and wouldn't charge. So I totally dismissed that. I'm really hoping I can get everything done before 12:00 AM but I highly doubt that. So if I don't, the Off The Computer Week starts when I wake up tomorrow.
I did awesome on my Drink Only Water week. It wasn't hard at all since I don't drink much anyway. I didn't give in to any ginger ale or juice. I feel so proud of myself. But I wish I had drank more water. I probably drank on average, only 1 1/2 bottles of water a day. And that's not good since that's ALL I would drink.
I utterly failed at Vegetarian week. I'm gonna start it again in August.
So about the Stay Off The Computer Week, I'm not gonna be on the computer the whole week so I won't be able to update. And then my family goes off to Pennsylvania on Friday [which totally messes up my Practice Piano Week] So I'm either gonna do all of them now or I'll just write them down and type them up later. It'll be better for me to write them down but I'd probably be too lazy to type them all up again. :/ Meh. I need to work on that. I learned about habits at AY Meeting today. So I need to squash this habit.
Yeah... so I guess that's it. Good luck to me, I guess. I'm totally gonna die. I know. But I have a lot of stuff to keep me busy.
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