I Have Never Felt a Friday SO Good.

Today was a f(x)=x^3.

Meaning, that is started bad and slowly worked it's way up. Slowly. And it didn't get to the positive side until I got home.

I had three tests today. Are you hearing this? THREE. Two major ones, and one vocabulary quiz. You have no idea how stressed I was. But I wasn't stressed to the point of feeling sick like I was last week.

I had a test in AP Physics and a test in AP Chemistry. And I really want to believe I got at least a B. I really HOPE that I got an A on both tests. But I don't know.

I tried to study hard yesterday. But I had an essay rough draft to complete and some Computer Graphics work and ugh. I'm just so glad it's over.

I don't know why my self-esteem is so low these days. I see these cute guys and I see these cool group of friends and I'm just like, why can't I not be awkward and ugly? The theme of my life, you guys. The theme of my life.

So I bet you noticed that I haven't posted since Friday. It'll probably continue like that because all this week, I've been SO busy. Once I get home, I take a nap. If it's not Tuesday or Thursday, I'll wake up around 7 or so and start my homework. Then I'll eat dinner and finish my homework. And then I'll help my mom with her stuff and then more homework. Then studying. Then I go to sleep. If it's a Tuesday or Thursday, I'll wake up at 6 PM, get tutored, eat dinner, finish homework, study, and go to sleep.

That's honestly all I have time for. I go to sleep at around 2 AM every night and wake up at 6:30. And it's not like I sleep for four hours straight. Oh no. Let's say I go to finally fall asleep at 2 AM, I'll wake up at around 3 or 4. I'll lay in bed for about an hour. Then go to sleep again. And then wake up at 6 AM and struggle to get in 30 minutes. By the time it's time for me to get up and take a shower, I'm all groggy and disgruntled.

So Friday night is my night. And I don't have to go straight and take a nap.

There are three people I know that transferred to my school this year. Two I know from my last high school. One I know because he's the son of a family friend. His family moved to Nigeria after his dad struck it big at a job over there. And I guess they moved back to around the area so the guy's mom effed the system and got him transferred to my school. The funny this is that I have never seen him. My mom said that he told his mom that he has seen me. But he didn't say hi. I've been on the look out ever since I found out but I still haven't seen him. I'm not even sure how he would look like after all those years. But I feel like I would know when I see him. I really do wanna see the guy though. My siblings and his siblings had some good times back in the day.

There's really not much to say. I think I have tetanus or what ever in my arm. Okay so I just searched up tetanus and I was not close. But I think I have something like carpal tunnel. Idk. I just can't type much anymore. So bye.