I Take Back Everything.

You know, when I woke up today, I was actually kind of excited to go to school. I was tired of staying at home, sleeping late, and accomplishing nothing for the rest of the day. (I have no idea how ForeverKailyn does it.) And I was ready to wow everyone with my new clothes and make-up and see my friends and stuff.

Yeah, that feeling ended between the time I got on the bus and when I walked into school and opened my locker. I wasn't even much in the mood to listen to my music. Oh btw. Bloody Mary by Silversun Pickups is magnetizing. And then I realized that mid-terms was next week which means nights of heavy mind-numbing studying. And now I have to sit in classes AND LEARN. UGGH.

Today was difficult though it went by fairly quickly. I had trouble comprehending what class I was in and what class was in. I was not in my complete right mind.

My mood was entirely ruined when I came into AP Physics class and found out there were some AP problems we were supposed to complete over break. I had a feeling we had something like that to do but I had NO idea. Honest to goodness. And I felt like a fool when she asked where my problems were and I had to tell her why I didn't have them. I can't tell you how many assignments I've forgotten in that class. If I just completed my work, I would have probably have an A right now in that class. I feel like a fool.

So I'm gonna have to do it today to turn in for half credit tomorrow. Ugh. I hate thinking about it.

World History was probably the worst. I was half-asleep and I'm pretty sure I actually slept for like a minute. And this is gonna sound weird, but I actually felt better than usual about going to Calculus, though I'm not sure why. When I think of Calculus, I get this wave of depression. But today, it wasn't that bad though we did the usual in class today: went over homework, ended class 20 minutes early, and I doodled for the rest of the time.

My crush on Oliver is a bit calm though my mind rages when I'm around him. I was sitting on the bus and he was sitting like 5 seats down and he turned around like twice and I caught his eye both times. Awkward. THEN, when I was getting off the bus, I shoved into him and now I believe he hates me. -_-

I went to the gas station after and picked up some York chocolate pieces and honestly, they aren't that good but I gorged myself on them anyway. I also had some bites of Sweet Chili Doritos that my siblings bought. (They are the only flavor of Doritos I'm willing to eat.)

All of the homework I have due tomorrow is done except for those AP problems...

I want to type more and more. I'm procrastinating, if you can't tell. So... I still haven't finished that Nabokov book, which is a total shame since I had a whole winter break to finish it. It's pretty uneventful at the moment. The man, Humbert Humbert, has whisking his nymphet around the country, performing sexual acts with her at every hotel they hit. And now there's a red car following them. That's basically where I stopped.

I may just give it back to the library without finishing it and find out what happens at the end from Wikipedia. But I'm gonna try my hardest to finish it the two or three days I have left.

So... yeah. I'm gonna go on GuruGossip and start my homework hopefully by 10:30 PM. Then go to bed and that will be the end of my day.