Living From Day to Day.

I feel like such a bad friend. I never expected that I would say that about myself but I guess I'm saying it now. I just realized how selfish and dishonest I am. And for what? I can't really explain it right now. I have Calculus mid-terms tomorrow that I need to study for and so I'm gonna make this quick.

So on the good note, today was a good day. And I officially have an 86% in Calculus this quarter. I can't believe it. It's only God because there's really no other way that could have happened. Apparently, the next semester, which is technically Calculus II, is the hardest of the two semesters of Calculus. So it's probably not gonna stay at a B by the end of third quarter. But you know, I'm gonna keep the faith.

And in Physics today, the Science and Tech coordinator (I think that's what she is) came to the class and talked to us about our classes for next year. So very soon, I'll have to choose whether I want to take Calculus III or AP Stat next year. If I didn't have to pay for Calc III that is exactly what I would take. But the thing is, it could be a total waste because apparently, only engineers take that class, and I don't really know if I want to be an enginner when I get out of high school. AP Stat would be times easier but I don't know... I'm not really trying to look for the easy road out.

And I have to figure out what I want to do for the Research Practicum I have to complete for senior year. Since I'm on the waiting list for the internship, I'm not really certain what I should do. I want the internship SO badly. The only other choices are these two programs which deal with plants and animals and I really do not care for plants or animals, honestly. And the other choice is to come up with my own science project. Ugh. But I don't WANT to that. God, just help me get this internship!!!

I had my World History mid-terms which I think I aced. It was 50 multiple choice questions and an essay. My teacher was like, the essay or BCR or whatever was supposed to be about two paragraphs or more. I wrote only a paragraph. And the multiple choice questions were painfully easy. I mean, I did the entire mid-term review last night but still, most of the stuff was common sense.

At lunch, I sit at a new table now and I enjoy it way more now. And I brought all my friends over there too. I feel bad for leaving my other friends at the table but I don't know what to do about that...

Spanish was funny but I don't really feel like getting into that.

My friend, who was sick with the flu for like three days, definitely cheered me up today about my whole stupid crush. She gave me a huge hug and at lunch, we ogled at this new guy we found cute. (We have painfully similar tastes in guys). And then out of nowhere, she pushed me into him. I totally did not expect it. He looked back at me with kind of a b**** face. (I thought he would just glance back at me and turn around but he stared at me dead on.) I told him I was sorry and then I giggled off to my friend. But yeah, no regrets.

And then, after school, the stupid crush was at his locker and I guess he forgot to wait for his new girlfriend because as I was about to leave, I saw her at her locker and he was nowhere in sight and she was on the phone. I got on the bus and he seemed to have this b**** face, as well. And me, I was happy. He missed his chance to switch saliva with her in my presence. :D

So besides school, except this does actually pertain to school, I got a Wacom tablet on Saturday and I am in love with it. I decided to get it because I needed a new approach to my Computer Graphics projects. I didn't actually end up completing any project that I could submit. But I made a nice semi-realistic portrait of my cousin, all shaded and everything. When I look at it, it looks pretty off but I really want to experiment more with it. Which I will definitely do on this four-day weekend. (And catch up with Pretty Little Liars) I'm also gonna convince my dad to let us go to the Inauguration ceremony.

My Beauty Challenge is going swell so far. I still haven't finished one bottle of water yet. But I'm working on it. :P BUH BYE!