The... Sunday before a school-day Monday Sundays.
When you have homework to do and clothes to put out but all you wanna do is sleep all day and forget school even exists.
It's already late afternoon and I haven't even taken a shower yet. My face is greasy, I'm feeling awfully potato-y from the three banana muffins I ate, and ugh. I'm also on my period so I've got that bloated thing going on. Come on, God. Empower me with the energy!
I feel like spilling out my feelings. Like a total teenage girl. I have a bunch of things on mind but they aren't exactly clear. It's like a bowl of oatmeal. Or a bowl of different kinds of oatmeal. All dyed a different color and mashed ineffectively together to create a grayish mass with some inklings of what once was.
Does that make any sense to you?
Currently, I'm lying on my messy bed. Typing on a laptop with badly chipped dark purple nail polish on my finger nails. When I touch my nose, an oily sheen gets left behind on my fingers. It's gross actually. My grandmother is doing laundry. My mom was sweeping. And I kind of need to pee but I'm too lazy to get up. Why can't this be Saturday night where this sort of behavior is acceptable...
I wanna talk about boys but instead, let's talk about college. Thinking about college always gets me in the brighter mood. (Ha.. No.)
Well, the SAT is in October. Which means I need to start studying like.. soon. I really don't like when SAT is brought up. The thought of blue books and vocabulary and scores and Ivy Leagues... Ugh no. I'm so bad at College Board tests. They never give enough time! I can take mid-terms, finals, state assessments, class quizzes... The works. But SATs and SAT Subject Tests and AP Tests... Helluhh NAW.
I once told my friend I had a private online diary and I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm a weirdo because of it. It's one of those things I never really thought of as being weird until you imagine telling someone about it. Like Tumblr. When I found out about Tumblr, I thought it was the coolest thing ever until I told people about it and you can't really explain the world of Tumblr without sounding like a weirdo. It's one of those things that people have to experience for themselves in order for them to get it.
And I could go on and on about my Tumblr philosophies but I shan't.
So another college-like thing I need to do are college applications. Cue the constipated moans. Maybe that's what I'll start on right after I finish this post. I need to start that Common App shiz. But I'm not planning on doing any actual work until next week. I need to give myself some time to settle into school, you know... That's my first procrastination excuse. Next week will come and my second excuse will be the fact that I've just started my internship and I need to settle into things. And I already have a good working excuse for the week after that involves even numbers.
Oh... The cramps. I need Advil. And cake. And gifs of boys kissing.
I feel like spilling out my feelings. Like a total teenage girl. I have a bunch of things on mind but they aren't exactly clear. It's like a bowl of oatmeal. Or a bowl of different kinds of oatmeal. All dyed a different color and mashed ineffectively together to create a grayish mass with some inklings of what once was.
Does that make any sense to you?
Currently, I'm lying on my messy bed. Typing on a laptop with badly chipped dark purple nail polish on my finger nails. When I touch my nose, an oily sheen gets left behind on my fingers. It's gross actually. My grandmother is doing laundry. My mom was sweeping. And I kind of need to pee but I'm too lazy to get up. Why can't this be Saturday night where this sort of behavior is acceptable...
I wanna talk about boys but instead, let's talk about college. Thinking about college always gets me in the brighter mood. (Ha.. No.)
Well, the SAT is in October. Which means I need to start studying like.. soon. I really don't like when SAT is brought up. The thought of blue books and vocabulary and scores and Ivy Leagues... Ugh no. I'm so bad at College Board tests. They never give enough time! I can take mid-terms, finals, state assessments, class quizzes... The works. But SATs and SAT Subject Tests and AP Tests... Helluhh NAW.
I once told my friend I had a private online diary and I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm a weirdo because of it. It's one of those things I never really thought of as being weird until you imagine telling someone about it. Like Tumblr. When I found out about Tumblr, I thought it was the coolest thing ever until I told people about it and you can't really explain the world of Tumblr without sounding like a weirdo. It's one of those things that people have to experience for themselves in order for them to get it.
And I could go on and on about my Tumblr philosophies but I shan't.
So another college-like thing I need to do are college applications. Cue the constipated moans. Maybe that's what I'll start on right after I finish this post. I need to start that Common App shiz. But I'm not planning on doing any actual work until next week. I need to give myself some time to settle into school, you know... That's my first procrastination excuse. Next week will come and my second excuse will be the fact that I've just started my internship and I need to settle into things. And I already have a good working excuse for the week after that involves even numbers.
Oh... The cramps. I need Advil. And cake. And gifs of boys kissing.
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