Yeah, Clean by Incubus. Great song, btw.
Someone totally pissed me off today. Though not really because it wasn't a big deal. I think what was bothering me was the fact that I didn't say something back.
Okay, so I was heading to the library for my World History class and we were supposed to be in the lab but I wasn't sure what lab. So I waited outside of the door of the lab, looking through the glass window to see if we were supposed to be in there or not. And so this hipster-wannabe-witch with her brown hair and blonde streak with the sides of her shaved and her hipster glasses was all like, "Just go... just go... JUST. GO."
Da fuq? And it wasn't like she was saying it directly to me. She was basically talking to the back of my head. All rude like and chiz. I wanted to smack the mo out of that mohawk. Or whatever the hell that hairstyle was trying to be. I wasn't even blocking the doorway. Da fuq is she telling me to JUST GO for? I really should've said something like, "Dude. Are you talking to me? You're fat a** can get through the freakin' door by yourself. I'm not fuq-ing blocking it."
And to think I thought she looked pretty cool. What da fuqin everr.
My friends at my lunch table were having a deep discussion over yaoi. You know, that gay anime stuff. Okay, confession. I do have a... how can I say this... liking? for seeing guys kiss. I don't know why. It's just hot. And I tried to play innocent like I had no idea what the heck they were talking about when I really did. It was funny but awkward for everyone else at the table, probably. I don't know. I feel dirty and bad for even talking about it though. I feel like I'm different people at different times. I have one persona for school. One persona for my parents. One persona when I'm out places. And I have a persona for those midnight weekends in the dark on the internet. And school persona me has never seen yaoi. However, midnight weekend me has. So I don't know. Make sense of that please.
My friend wanted me to make her waist beads and I had the whole four-day weekend to do them but I couldn't bring myself to do them. They were "due" today but I had nothing for her so I faked like I forgot them at home and she was really upset about it. Now I have to somehow do them and do my own chiz today. And now I'm thinking back at it like, why did I set myself up like this? I can't keep promises for nothing. I still have my friend's artwork that I was supposed to color. And now I have this other creative chiz I have to do. It's been hard for me to keep up with my own work because I'm always so tired all the time. So I made no sense in taking up this task.
This is so meaningless but I need to do this in order for me to figure what I even have to freakin' do today. I'm going crazy, you guys. There's so much stuff I need to think about and figure out and accomplish and find. GRR. It doesn't help that I'm so lazy, you know.
So what do I have to accomplish tonight:
- Computer Graphics Menu
- Physics Videos
- Physics Graph
- English Book Questions
- World History Note Cards and Bibliography
- Chemistry Problems
- Spanish Workbook Page
Oh my gosh. And then other things on my mind are my library card fines, my internship essays and transcript, and SAT. I need to study for SAT today. I only have a week left. -_-
Okay, why the heck is my Slacker Radio playing Boogie Wonderland?
I need to get off and do things. I guess I'll start with my Physics videos since I'm online anyway. So yeah... Wish me good luck. This may be a 3 AM night.
Peace & Mohawks.
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