My Friends Are So Freakin' CHEAP!

So the DC plans are probably off because my friends are so freakin' cheap. Actually, I'm being annoyed right now but the situation is pretty understandable. I mean, it does cost about $10 to get there and back and then we have to include other fees. But still... Then I had a friend saying stuff like, "What's so good about DC anyway?!" And I tried to explain that we can go to a theater and shop and stuff. And then another friend goes, "We can shop at a mall!"

But they just don't understand it's not the same thing!!!

So we're probably gonna end up going to Wheaton. It would be cheaper, actually. Only $1.80 going there and back. We can still watch a movie (and the tickets will only cost $8 instead of $10.50) and shop at stores. The only problem is that it's gonna take about an hour to get there. The bus ride is 48 minutes, according to Google Maps. But since my friends are cheap as he**, that's what we're gonna do.

And I can easily tell my parents that I'm going to the mall after school and that I need some money. It's easier than telling them that I wanna go all the way to DC (which is actually closer but probably more dangerous).

In other news, I've never felt more motivated to not eat. I weighed myself yesterday and I'm now under 130 pounds but obviously, it's not enough. My friend was talking about these Asian girls in SADD who are perfect and dress nice and have nice bodies. And we (more she) were just self-deprecating ourselves for having stomachs and thighs and bat wings. And to think that I wanted to wear a muscle shirt and shorts on the last day of school...

Starting next week, I'll try to exercise. Eating around the calorie limit has gotten kind of easier. I plan it out on the bus rides to school and then I just stick to it, which is easy to do in school because I don't like buying things so I'm hardly ever tempted to buy snacks and I bring exactly what I want to eat.

Weekends are bad though. I give myself leniency starting from Friday to Sunday but when that happens, I go out of control. Since that's the case, I'll just stick to the diet on Friday and do whatever on the weekends.

A concern I do have is the amount of weight I've been losing in such a short amount of time. I don't check my weight consistently so I don't exactly when I lost pounds. But I went from 132 (which I was about 3 weeks ago) to around 126 or 127. It may seem normal but I broke the diet 3 weeks ago and just began restricting correctly last week. So I think I lost about 5 pounds in a week. That doesn't really sound safe.

Meh. Do I care?

Since I know it's working I'm gonna just continue with it. Possibly by the end of the summer, I'll be at my ultimate goal weight: 110 lbs.

My teachers are starting to give us work now and I am mentally incapable of all of this. The schoolwork doing section of my brain has completely shut down after doing almost nothing the week before. I'm officially in summer mode and it's a bit too early for this.

In Computer Graphics, we officially have NOTHING to do. So today, I finished coloring my friend's prints and my teacher has a button maker and we're allowed to make our own buttons. Where was this back when I wanted this?! In Physics, we're watching a video about Einstein. We have questions to answer but they're not too bad. In English, we read poems. He gave us questions to answer but I didn't do them and he didn't ask for them. I don't think I had the mental capacity to do them anyway. In World History, we read and discussed the Cold War more and then watched the Kennedy movie series thing. So brain power was not needed. Chemistry was next and even though we didn't do any actual work, I felt like crying when my teacher was talking about some lab where we had to find the unknown reactants. It sounded too hard! And it really wasn't. I just wanted to make lollipops again because they were really easy to make and lollipops make me happy. In Spanish, ugh, my Spanish teacher needs to be killed because she is butchering my grade. We had a verb drill which I failed with a 7 out of 10 because I wasn't thinking correctly. And I revised this essay we had that was supposed to be our finals. Then I put my head down and used my phone. In Calculus, we actually had learned and tried hard to pay attention. The class was so eerie since all the seniors were gone. It sucks because I don't really talk to anyone in that class and now it's more evident.

I have homework to do. It's just easy World History homework but still... I was really getting used to not having homework at all. And I realized I have Calculus homework to do. He already did half of them in class. Both the World homework and the Calc homework are not due until Wednesday so I'm just gonna take it easy for tonight.

My face has been breaking out because I ran out of one of my acne prescriptions. It was going good for about a week or two but now I'm getting bumps on my forehead when I hardly ever do get pimples there anymore. And I'm getting those big painful bumps but I'm pretty sure it's because I'm almost on my period or something. It's not more than usual.

I'm just rambling about things now. I'll leave now.